“If I stayed here, something inside me would be lost forever—something I couldn’t afford to lose. It was like a vague dream, a burning, unfulfilled desire. The kind of dream people have only when they’re seventeen.”—Haruki Murakami
i kind of doubt any of you have been here this long… but i’ve always wanted to create my own independent magazine (like, a real one, not a little 4x5 booklet) and now that i’m feeling like myself again i’ll be able to really start it. i know it will be hard work & there’s plenty of other things i want to do, so i’m not going to set a deadline. deadlines kill libras. i’m just happy i’m finally ready.
it’s funny (by funny i mean pathetic and naive) that there’s so much stigma around psychological disorders, yet the majority of the people i’ve shared a kindred soul with are those that are tortured, distorted, or broken.
english version: there are beautiful people that just so happen to be sick.
“I find beauty in the unfinished and the random…I want to see things differently to search for beauty. I want to find something nobody has ever found…it is meaningless to create something predictable.”—Rei Kawakubo
“I do believe in an everyday sort of magic — the inexplicable connectedness we sometimes experience with places, people, works of art and the like; the eerie appropriateness of moments of synchronicity; the whispered voice, the hidden presence, when we think we’re alone.”—Charles de Lint